Patience, shrink of shrinks, is convinced she has the means of performing the oracle. She dislikes what we humans call failure, recorded by distortion. In order to self-motivate I have decided to chronicle ongoing events in a diary which will be more about contemporaneous comment and awry observations on current affairs and miscellaneous memories than a recording of reality on a mundane basis.
I have no idea of what will emerge but as long as it as cynical as hell and reflects my less than perfect perception of matters which matter and don’t matter, so what. For purposes of prudence this diary will be retrospective.


Would that the words of Brendan Kennelly might be my epitaph:

“They gather together to pool their weaknesses,
Persuade themselves that they are strong.
There is no strength like the strength of one
Who will not belong”.


The Prodigal on the Camino 2015

The Prodigal on the Camino 2015
The Prodigal on the Camino 2015

Wednesday, 1 March 2017

December 29th 2015


It’s a kind of in-between day! A glimpse of sanity between what was and will be. Today I went for porter and didn’t insult the barman. As the Walsh’s’ of yesteryear pronounced as their recorded historic family maxim; “When I eat, I eat, when I drink, I drink”. That’s just the way it is! A scurrilous and copious quantum of porter. It is fascinating what you find fascinating in that in-between stage. The most innocuous details assume significance of gargantuan proportions. The paint on Ronnie Nally’s wall reminded me of mature vomit, gone past its viscous stage. Never noticed that before! Outside Paddy Diffley’s house, which is the true corner house, there sat in the sickly rain an older man playing a melodeon. He looked like death warmed up and the tune he produced wouldn’t have featured in the ‘All Ireland Fleadh Cheoil’. But then again he was Eastern European and where he found the box was anyone’s guess.

He was in the get-up of a traditional Irish busker but radiated nothing except despair and less than stolid resignation. While the image was still freshish I looked up an old verse I had penned many years previously and decided that the words and sentiments were appropriate. By a curious coincidence the previous occasion was also on a Tuesday. Entitled quite simply ‘The Busker’, it went thus;

 
‘On Tuesday on Main Street
I passed two relic wrecks,
An old man and his music
Fused in wheezy breath.
Melodeon stretched and strangled
Giving off its pain,
Its puppet-masters fingers
Sheening in the rain.
He filled the man-made lungs with air,
Exhausting fumes his own,
He tried and failed, and tried again
To give the air a tone.
No heed he passed to passer-by
Who swept the shuttered face,
And copper-sodden pavement cap;
Pathetic saving grace.
The old man and his failure
Kept each other warm
To a dirge of long-lost melody,
Pandora’s box in arm’.

I could only speculate what might have been in the old man’s mind, but he was obviously a long way from home and that’s not necessarily a bad thing.
He didn’t give the impression that he was anxious about money either as he didn’t exude either imploration or gratitude to the sparse audience. Where is he now? He probably cares as much as I do.





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